This June will be sort of interesting for me. Why? Cause a bit has happen since then. But I’m just going to overlook the picture. I am also looking forward to test the waters this fall. Only to see if I’m still standing in the puddle. Lol.
The little things you do as a stranger. Still tho, you should know I’m responsible for the way March ended and the way April began.
toodles.
Oh yea, I forgot to mention that you might get a sticky sometime too. hahahaah!
time for a well deserve update. I don’t know where to start since its been a hell of a long ass time since I updated my tumblr. I’ll just go off. I got my grand, but then lost half. I caught feelings for a friend who ended up finding someone new. Which resulted in me being happy for her cause she got a fucked up past. I finally got plans for colors, only because its free & its a gift. I hit fifty 1, and then beat my record that very next week. However this “record” shit don’t even mean shit. That person I seek’d out returned but I ended up feeling like a third-wheel haha. I’ve reconnected and disconnected with plenty and less. Sadly I haven’t stopped what I have been trying to stop myself from doing. I was introduced to lines & MDMA, and was gloomy for 72 hours straight. I partied with friends that are significant to the month of February. And quite frankly, I am sort of ashamed of the pictures if you saw em. Also I am kind of disappointed in myself for falling victim to someone else. Then again, its not a big of a deal. A close friend spent the night, so it was good to have pure good company. Nothing more. I still got one more week left of being out in the open. After that, its back to winter. Cause to be honest, I REALLY hate the public. Only cause I realized that. Scrutinize more k?
Sort of blurry, but I’ll see you soons. maybe ;)
your destroying me. Your seriously taking a huge toll on my health. The last two weeks all I have felt was a strong pain in my torso. Yes, i know that your not good for me but why can’t I quit you. Its not easy. It is ironic how I want to become a nurse, however I do the things that people usually end up in the hospital for. Besides you, your best friend is delaying me and its traceable. After coming down, I only feel more exhausted and slow. I can’t help but it mentally hurts that I failed myself. Regardless, I know what i need to do now. I tried this once already and I only lasted a week. But I am willing to follow this through. I was planning on saving this for my new years revolution but forget that. If I want to get over you, it happens now.
Be right back! :)
Yeah, i’m that blood type. I’m usually not the type to donate blood but I’m going early this morning. I guess the reason why I want to do it is for good cause. I’m giving away a part of me to someone else to make them healthier. Despite the process is long and cold, at least it is for good cause? yeah?
